Having not heard of the results on Friday, i thought i will enjoy the weekend until Monday when they call back with the results. However, whilst on set filming on Saturday, JY called to say Dr Ng rang her with the positive results for Trisomy 18. I paused for a second...with relief and then anguish in heart. After work, i drove back home in tears. The uncertainty is gone and now its hard work from here onwards. JY went to the seminar for a break from the kids with mum and aunties looking after the girls. I went to the wrap party as scheduled and had lots of time to think and pray whilst driving down to the GC.
JY didn't take it hard...we knew all along for the last 8 months. This just confirms it.
Today, before church...we prayed as scheduled. JY said its not just about healing, its about God's will for Caleb and the purpose of these things happening to us. She spoke with wisdom. Jesus died a slow and painful death so that our sins our forgiven and we may have eternal life. The same with the pain JY is going through, we hope that the emotional and physical pain is not in vain. And its not about Caleb....God is using someone close to us to reach out and deep into our lives...to change us...change me.
The good news being....God is interested in my life and wants to change it through these trying circumstances.
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